The plot thickens

holy bondage rope batman...

How intriguing, that this should co-incide with the birth of this blog.

My current mistress (fuckbuddy, is so vulgar a term) has been absent from my side for a while now. I've been seeing her for a few months, and very quickly found out that she is not only something of a nymph but also that she is, how shall I say, on the same wavelength as myself.

She is the one being talked about a post or two before this.

A recent IM conversation with her was most interesting. Firstly, that she does not appear to give herself to other men as she does to me. This suprised me, as I expected her libido to need quenching, but apparently, she's as picky as I am. I have no doubts she could have bedded a few men in the time since I've been gone.

However, I was also interested in a comment she made. The last night we spent together was quite hot and steamy, I went farther than my usual boundaries allow me and apparently it made an impression. A good one.

"up til now ive been such a sweet, innocent girl. just been testing ur mettle. now i know what ur made of"

I've always kept my fetishes and innermost desires a carefully guarded secret from the women that I see, although I have always been aware that they exist. I have to let them wade in slowly lest they founder in the deeper, darker waters of my sexual appetite. It appears now that there is one who wants to submit herself to my will.

I've never had a submissive before. Looks like I need to start reading some bdsm blogs.