Despite

The evening with the vanilla girl went very well despite the circumstances.

We started the evening with a light meal, and going out for a salsa dancing club that I had heard about, I had wanted to take her because she was a ballroom dancer and I wanted to see her move, which she did very well indeed.

Unfortunately, it was a bad time of the month for her to have a date with me, so I was somewhat limited in what I could do with her, so I accommodated by detailing exactly what I had planned for the next time that she was over, namely handcuffing her to her ankles, using a vibrator whilst giving me head, among other things. She seemed very agreeable, so perhaps next time I'll be able to enact my fantasies more exactly.

Meanwhile, there was a great deal of passionate kissing and necking, and we laid in my bed watching porn while she gave me head. I had the idea of using my macbook's camera to tape her and she agreed, so after a few minutes of that we kissing and watched a video of ourselves, which was quite a turn on.

The last time she had gone down on me, she had gotten up and went to the bathroom when I came, so I made sure there was none of that nonsense this time. I held her back by the hair and told her that when I came, she would swallow it down like a good girl, to which she answered 'Yes Sir, all of it Sir', and swallow it down she did, which I praised her for.

Something else interesting after that happened as well, wherein I was holding her hands down and kissing her neck, quite passionately I must admit. I noticed that there were two spots on either side of her neck that provoked quite a reaction when teased, so I proceeded to kiss, lick, and generally quite fiercely bite these spots, over and over, telling her what a good girl she had been that night. Being that she's quite petite, my whole hand could practically fit round her throat, and so some combination of the restraint and the kissing her neck, talking in her ear caused her to orgasm, and quite spectacularly at that. Considering I could barely touched her below her shoulders, this was extremely satisfying for me, and I savored it.

So, a good result despite the circumstances. In another month I'll be back from the states and in London so we shall see what happens then... Hope you enjoyed reading that as much as I did recalling it *wicked grin*.

MV x

Wherein Student becomes Teacher

It was with some excitement and with some skepticism that I took one from the vast numbers of the population of London, the ones who know nothing of the lifestyle, the vanilla, and beginning my courtship of her.

Slowly, we become close, but I made her wait, showing her that I am not one to be hurried into any sort of relationship. Three weeks of playing before I finally kiss her, and one thing is clear, that by that time she is beyond wanting. Lust had driven itself deep into her veins, willing her to give herself up to me, beholden to a baser instinct.

Boundaries continue to be tested, pushed. Slowly, surely. We begin to make love, in the dark, with awkward movements known only between new lovers. Small instances that can easily be neglected, a tussle of the hair, a rough gesture, a clawmark on the back, are answered with the same, urging me forth, and this is noted at the back of my mind for later.

Boundaries are pushed further. Unlike when I was an adolescent, I know exactly what I am doing and why. This time, I don't need to hold myself back on a leash, as I did then, for fear of hurting them for real. I am ready now, but the question remains as to whether is she.

I wouldn't be so careful if she had given any indication that she had these inclinations. She hadn't. She had given every proof of good breeding and elegance, which is what made these boundary pushing so nerve-wracking, but oh so worthwhile. Every step outside the boundary had no guarantee of success, worse, it risked everything, however I had to know, I had to push.

Small games played with giggling carry a small hint of seriousness. However, pretend roleplay that culminates in her addressing me as 'sir' takes me somewhere beyond oblivion. I pull up close and ask her what she would like more than anything in the world for me to do to her....

"Tie me up?"... she said, tentatively....