The plot thickens

holy bondage rope batman...

How intriguing, that this should co-incide with the birth of this blog.

My current mistress (fuckbuddy, is so vulgar a term) has been absent from my side for a while now. I've been seeing her for a few months, and very quickly found out that she is not only something of a nymph but also that she is, how shall I say, on the same wavelength as myself.

She is the one being talked about a post or two before this.

A recent IM conversation with her was most interesting. Firstly, that she does not appear to give herself to other men as she does to me. This suprised me, as I expected her libido to need quenching, but apparently, she's as picky as I am. I have no doubts she could have bedded a few men in the time since I've been gone.

However, I was also interested in a comment she made. The last night we spent together was quite hot and steamy, I went farther than my usual boundaries allow me and apparently it made an impression. A good one.

"up til now ive been such a sweet, innocent girl. just been testing ur mettle. now i know what ur made of"

I've always kept my fetishes and innermost desires a carefully guarded secret from the women that I see, although I have always been aware that they exist. I have to let them wade in slowly lest they founder in the deeper, darker waters of my sexual appetite. It appears now that there is one who wants to submit herself to my will.

I've never had a submissive before. Looks like I need to start reading some bdsm blogs.

This...

...is real seduction.



Compare this with just about any rap video and you'll see what I mean when I complain about cheap women vs. women with real passion.

Conversation

seriously man, this chick is freaky, I mean like extra hot sauce, don't be shy with the spice

really? damn, like, what does she do?

she's got a couple of collars in her underwear drawer that I make her wear every now and again. we've played around with her dildo too

dude. when you said freaky I didn't realise you mean wonton sex kitten.

I know, she's a total nymph. there's some stuff I won't tell you about but I'll tell you one thing, this girl does stuff I've never even seen in porn movies.

dude. just... dude.

Daydream

mentioned in passing

Today I caught myself daydreaming.

Brushing her hair aside with my nose as my hands reach up the small of her back, I inhaled deeply all of the hormones and perfume that intoxicate so deeply it raises the hair on my entire body. My eyes open suddenly and burn a dull blue in the dark of the room.

My flaming aura spikes inward towards her, and she feels my fingers begin to dig into the small of her back.

Her hands press the upper part of my chest and I feel the heat of her body mingle with mine as I press her in.

I reach up to her hair and pull her head back and kiss her deeply.

The moment burns intensely, and she willingly gives herself unto me.

Dark Side of the Goban

prologue

I already have a blog, but now a different side of me has decided it needs to express itself via the same means. I feel that it deserves it's own blog. This is for all my expressions relating to my persuit, experiences, and thoughts of the opposite sex.

I'm a 21-year old University student living somewhere around London. I am a healthy redblooded so-hetero-it-hurts homo-sapien. I love sex, but I hate cheap sex. I love women, but I hate cheap personalities. I like depth to a person, but I hate not knowing the whole story.

I am convinced the ancient board-game of Go can express almost any situation in modern life. I have often used strategy learned in the board game in situations throughout life, and alot of the time I seduce women I feel as though I'm playing Go. That, and it gives me lots of cool japanese words to play with.

A 'goban' is the board that you play Go on.

A 'suji' is termed as a specific line of play, hence 'Anti-suji' is a counter-play. Think of it as a counter-attack.